Maybe her voice was a little tight and maybe she couldn't help the fact that she felt like she was breaking inside as he assumed it was simply her being over worked. "Two days is more than enough, S-Smoker-san..." She couldn't help it, her lip being sucked in between her teeth once more, chewing at it as she looked down at her lap, trying hard to ignore the feeling that was creeping up over and through her that she should tell him.
"S-sir..." Her throat felt like it was closing over and it was hard to breathe, but she managed one big inhale through her nose before teases began running down her cheeks, her eyes trained on her lap as she made no sound. "I-I... Yes, I agree." She didn't know how her voice managed to remain unbroken, but she just wanted to curl up again and sleep and make him leave her alone. "Sir, you... don't have to come with me on my day off anymore. I'm sure you could make it up to Karen-san then."
Goddamnit, she hated the fact that she was being so self-sacrificing even though all she wanted to do was have some time spent with her commander where they could just laugh and be alone and not have to worry about beginning something only to have him have to go off and be with other people, she'd rather just be alone from the beginning. The jealousy only made the tears come harder and wiped her eyes with the back of her hand.
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Maybe her voice was a little tight and maybe she couldn't help the fact that she felt like she was breaking inside as he assumed it was simply her being over worked. "Two days is more than enough, S-Smoker-san..." She couldn't help it, her lip being sucked in between her teeth once more, chewing at it as she looked down at her lap, trying hard to ignore the feeling that was creeping up over and through her that she should tell him.
"S-sir..." Her throat felt like it was closing over and it was hard to breathe, but she managed one big inhale through her nose before teases began running down her cheeks, her eyes trained on her lap as she made no sound. "I-I... Yes, I agree." She didn't know how her voice managed to remain unbroken, but she just wanted to curl up again and sleep and make him leave her alone. "Sir, you... don't have to come with me on my day off anymore. I'm sure you could make it up to Karen-san then."
Goddamnit, she hated the fact that she was being so self-sacrificing even though all she wanted to do was have some time spent with her commander where they could just laugh and be alone and not have to worry about beginning something only to have him have to go off and be with other people, she'd rather just be alone from the beginning. The jealousy only made the tears come harder and wiped her eyes with the back of her hand.