But I have, if for the better. Which sounds...strange. I know. Especially considering how badly I took it to begin with but- [She blinks and looks off to the side, over to the huddled group she was locked in with for the rest of the storm.] It has...helped me come to terms with issues I had before I came here. And cope. Or rather, not cope, but forgive myself my past transgressions? That. Makes little sense but it is the best way I can articulate it at the moment.