[Fuck it, Smoker is saving this, even if Ace goes back tonight. It's cute. He likes it.]
I did not. For the record. [Soft grin at the camera.] I gave you a lot of blowjobs, and we fucked with dicks against each other. Namur wouldn't know that much anyway, I very much doubt the first version of you here told a lot of details, or that the shark would want to hear them all.
No, I tend to not have... normal sex. [Shrug.] Sorry. Between marine life, and [Rubs the back of his neck.]
[The last one's easier to focus on and Smoker SMIRKS.]
[GENUINELY REALLY REALLY REALLY AMUSED, and challenging Portgas, all eyes sparkling and the works.]
[He can't tell him about Faye. It'll hurt SMOKER to try.]
[He's way over his head and he's starting to regret that he had so much tied up in revenge, ambition, and piracy and not things like listening in when some of his brother's talked about sex. He just tended to block it out, he didn't want to imagine most of them intimate in any way. And if Ace had an urge, he was able to deal with it himself.
Texting tonight was a mistake.]
Dicks against each other? So what, how do you fuck if no one's actually inside of anyone? That doesn't make sense.
I know about blowjobs, that's easy stuff. But did we go all the way or not?
[Ace sees that challenge, and he rises to it, sending a video this time. If he'd known just how red his cheeks were, he wouldn't have done so, but alas, it's a little too late to consider such things. And he keeps his expression as calm and collected as possible as he leans back against his pillows.
Unfortunately, it's not all that effective. He looks as nervous and excited as he feels.
Not that he wants to feel excited about this, but he's gone this far and he might as well hear everything from the source. And see how good or bad it actually sounds.]
I wanna know everything we did, and how we did it. Because I got to have a lot of fun in the past I guess, and I don't get to remember it at all. And that's not fair, I... [He gestures a little, because no amount of bravado makes up for dying a virgin.] Look, it's not like I had time for stuff like this. I was a busy man. So just spit it out. I'm not afraid of a dirty secret or two.
[Cute drunk semi-blushy Portgas... trying to keep up.]
[And that...]
[Is a heartbreaking confession.]
[Portgas died before even having fun like that.]
[And Rip.]
[4 worlds, her death, don't waste a single second.]
[It's so much easier for them.]
[Maybe Smoker's just too...]
[Well. He won't say WEAK.]
[Stubborn? Stupid? Yeah. Definitely.]
[What is Smoker supposed to say? Plenty of people would love to rewind time to be virgins again? But only because they're idiots. Experience is always better.]
[It's like the promise he made to Faye too.]
[She wouldn't have to go to things alone anymore.]
There's no dirty secrets, Portgas. The whole five cities had rumors about us fucking, and us occasionally --
[Portgas sucking on his ears while he drove the motorcycle, whispering dirty things to him until Smoker snapped and fucked him against and tree, and Portgas just... LOVING It.]
[Huff.] Doing it in public didn't help.
It's not the sex I missed. [Drums his fingers.] Like I said. I had a girlfriend since then, and fucked around with Rip's other lover --
[MAKES A FACE.] Yeah. Don't remind me that it makes me connected to Namur, that has never stopped being disgusting.
[Shudder.]
It was just... you I missed. Four versions of you come and gone, I only had sex with one.
[Quiet. There's a scales of justice in his head. Portgas should get to experience blowjobs. And regular male sex if he wanted.]
[Smoker should say so.]
[If Portgas gets fucked by someone like Augustine... Smoker might break someone.]
[And will definitely murder anyone who beats him to giving Portgas blowjobs.]
[Huh.]
Don't rush it.
The first Portgas took months of melting me down. I don't know that you'll get those memories back, but you can make new ones. Better ones.
[ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNND he can't get mental images of fucking Portgas out of his head. A+ Thanks for that.]
Honestly, the first one instigated everything. I had no idea how experienced he was or not. That was a secret kept from me as well, but he didn't know he'd died yet, so maybe he just figured there'd be more time. Well, he didn't start everything. [Given Smoker's penchant for kink.] Once I stopped needing to punch him for invading personal space I could... do things. But --
[Closes his eyes.] It changed. Like I said.
I can't tell you all the things. It's too weird. [Hurts too much.] But I'll show you. Slowly. Maybe. If you stick around.
How goes the job search? [HALF-TEASING!!!
[Mostly he expects a "Fuck you!" back since that's what Smoker would do too.]
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[He's stunned silent for a moment, just staring because all of this is kind of crashing down on him. He'd expected to have had the upper had in all of this, and now he's the one who's flustered and uncomfortable. And he's just gonna stare at the video for a moment and try to figure out how to react
So how public are we talking about? Like, what's the risk of being caught? [This is making him think, how did Smoker actually end up being able to be roped into doing something that risky? Isn't it illegal? A lot of things are, but Smoker is supposed uphold higher morals. Or some bullshit like that.] Didn't think you'd be down for it.
[Okay, okay, he's gotta get it together and get the upper hand again.] You know, there's a saying about blowing smoke up people's asses. [Grins like it's the funniest thing in the world, but he's still absolutely blushing.]
[ But I'll show you. Slowly. Maybe. If you stick around.
Oh shit, that's a damn invitation and he doesn't know how to handle that. Yeah, Smoker's hot. Yes, Ace instigated all of this teasing. But his brain is just unsure of how to process this.
He should have just kept with texts. And he stays quiet for a minute, just sitting there like he's having to mentally restart.]
[FUCKING JOB SEARCH? Seriously, Smoker. Ace gains a deadpan expression that Marco would be proud of for a moment.] Fuck, really? I... think I'm gonna try to work for Namur, now that I know he's not running an escort business in the oldest profession kinda way.
Very. And very high. It wasn't like we were trespassing, and it was at night. No risk of kids or anything. And Fayren and Everglade have different night laws anyway. We might even qualify as monsters, I never checked, and what kind of moron is gonna tell a dragon not to fuck where it wants? [Snorts and lights up a pair of cigars.] Faye wasn't terribly private either. You'd like her. [Too much, and Smoker's vaguely jealous, even though he knows Ace and Faye's insecurities would make them both likely to run.]
Yeah, yeah. [Grumbles that it was less blowing, more fucking, etc.]
[And side-eyes.]
[It's not like he can talk that badly about it, Rip works there too but--]
[There's a pause again, and the blush that was dying down flares up at the idea of sex at night, in public, where it would have been easy to be caught. He can't get over that. Just like he can't figure out how someone would fuck with smoke. And he's considering begging for more details on that one.
But then everything kind of shifts back to a more serious front.] I wanna stick close to my brothers. But I think... things are different now and I don't know how to handle it. Working for Namur is a promised job, just like that. I'd make good money and I could be involved. [He rolls his eyes, suddenly a little irritated looking.] This is stupid, but fuck, I don't want to do anything that involves pain, or violence at this point. I've had my fill for a while, and I know it makes me a shitty pirate, ex-pirate, whatever but I'm fucking tired and I don't want to so much as raise a fist at the moment. But I need to work and earn my keep, you know?
Yeah. That's not the part I'm worried about. You're a good kid, deep down. But you're not gonna like me saying it. Faye told me this too. Part of why I ran for Guardian. You're better than that. It's fine for getting started, but don't settle, just because it's easy, all right?
Yeah, I don't want to settle. But it's also about actually doing something. If I sit still too long I start feeling messed up, and being alone isn't great for me right now. So just doing is better than doing what I want. I'll figure things out sooner than later, but until then it's good to have some pocket money.
[Ace's mind is quickly dragged back to his favorite new hobby, tormenting Smoker, and he gets a hell of an idea. And he leans back a little more, pressing himself down against the pillows, making sure to give a good view of his chest and face to the camera. He's eye candy and he knows it, and he's gonna use for all it's worth right now.
He looks so excited suddenly, full of mischief.] Hey. If I stick around, and we keep this up, you'll get to take my virginity all over again.
[HE WISHES HE WAS AS BRAVE/BOLD AS HE COULD BE WITH FAYE.]
[But he's not. And for a brief minute he wonders if he just actually LIKES Portgas more, so there's more to lose with scaring him, and with Faye, he already stepped aside for 3 different guys who fell flat. That's funny, isn't it? He stepped aside for Faye, and only up to the plate when everyone else fucked up... and he doesn't even want to let anyone else TRY with Portgas.]
[WTF IS THAT ABOUT?!]
[He finishes the rum.]
[EYES PORTGAS.]
[It's not that he thinks with his dick. He doesn't.]
[Stupid fucking pirate.]
[Smoker doesn't think with his cock, but fuck if he remembers what they were talking about. Namur? Work? Jobs? Whatever it was, it was clear Portgas was distracting him. AND IT WORKED.]
[All right fine. But Smoker needs to say something. Something cool. And not a lie that would actually hurt the idiot brat like "I wouldn't have fucked you if I'd known you were a virgin" because that would hurt Portgas and make Smoker hate himself, and with Smoker's luck, Portgas would go sleep with someone, regret it, and it'd be Smoker's fault.]
[Oh, he took the bait. And so well, shit. Ace couldn't have asked for a better reaction.
Ace is gonna play up the naughty virgin route without an ounce of discomfort, he looks to the side and catches his lower lip between his teeth, so deep in thought.] See, I don't even know half of what we could do. I haven't even had so much as a finger inside of me. Nothing in my mouth, no mouths on me. It's all new and I'm gonna want you to go all out. [Streeeeeeetch, he's going to milk this for all it's worth.] You're a rough kinda guy, too. I'm gonna have to make sure I've got the next day off, 'cause I don't know how well I'll be walking once you're done with me.
[Smoker groans and slams his head on the table, luckily not breaking either, because they're expensive to replace.]
[HE TOLD NAMUR FAYE WAS KILLING HIM WITH JUST SUCKING ON CIGARS AND CALLING HIM IN THE BATH-TUB.]
[No no no no. THERE IS NO WAY PORTGAS IS INNOCENT.]
[He grinds his teeth HARD on the cigar, and his hands are just absolutely shaking.]
[Fuck. He needs...]
[Not more booze.]
[That's for sure.]
[He heads downstairs, makes sure everything's locked, and the dogs aren't in the garage, and slides himself under a bike.]
[THE ONLY WAY TO DEAL WITH PORTGAS... was to ignore him.]
[AND FUCK THAT IS SO MUCH EASIER SAID THAN DONE AND IF HE DOES PORTGAS WILL ESCALATE.]
[And if he hangs up, Portgas will know Smoker is freaking out and consider it a win, and just escalate.]
That so?
[Ayyyyyyyyyyyyy at least his voice is steady.]
[And shakey hands or not, Smoker gets started on a bike, propping the comm over his head so he can glance over, but mostly just listen.]
[Now SMOKER is sucking on his cigars and trying VERY VERY hard not to remember things.]
[Fuck he hates him.]
Would you rather rough or gentle?
[Lalala he's not asking FOR HIM PERSONALLY, just for others. Because maybe Portgas will date someone else. And Smoker will not totally murder them. A little. A lot. Very murder.]
You should probably--
[SMOKER'S TONGUE STICKS TO THE ROOF OF HIS MOUTH.]
[What? Go after someone who will remind Portgas he's safe and loved and well-cared for? He had that with his family. What the fuck DID Portgas see in Smoker? Not just danger, but...]
[God he hates him sometimes.]
Portgas!!!
[IRRITATED GROWL AND GLARES AT THE COMM.]
[What can he even say? That Portgas is succeeding again at getting into his head and flooding out rational thought? The bad part is... Smoker likes it!]
[Another groan and he whacks his own forehead with a wrench.]
Good job, brat. I'm going to want to murder anyone who touches you before me. I sure hope you meant to do that. [AT LEAST IT IS FAIR WARNING?!?!?!?]
[Score one for team Ace, this is an even better reaction than he could have dreamed of, and he's all but high on a power trip over making this goddamn fucking powerful Marine freak out over the idea of sex with him, and seeing him uncomfortable with how much he wants Ace.
But that question, though...] Be a little gentle on me at first, don't break me. I mean, everyone says that it hurts at first, so you gotta give me a little time to get used to it. [His voice does not betray him or show how amused he is, he just sounds interested and maybe a little excited.] Especially if you're packing something impressive. I don't remember, so it's not like I've got anything to go on.
[He honestly at this point has no intention on actually really going through with this, it's all teasing and meant to get something out of Smoker. But he's sure as hell going to go on about it like he's all but waiting for the day. And he smirks at the way that his last name is spoken, it might as well be a curse, and it's just another show that he's unhinging him a little more.
But then fuck. Smoker throws something at him that makes his cheeks go pink again and he loses all of his bravado and acting in the name of real and honest excitement and appeal.
I'm going to want to murder anyone who touches you before me.
Possessiveness is apparently something he enjoys. Who knew? And Ace loses the upper hand again, because that's hot as hell and it makes him feel wanted. And he likes the idea of someone desiring him so much that they'd consider violence for him.]
Yeah brat. I won't hurt you. Or even let you hurt yourself. Not until you know exactly what you want, and even then, every time you think you're going to lose control, explode, and hurt everyone you ever loved or touched, I'll be right there to wrap around you and stop you from hurting anyone, even yourself. [His promise to the first Ace, though a lot of it was unspoken.]
And anyway, if you didn't enjoy it, if you didn't want it so much, crave it like a merciless addiction that wouldn't leave you alone, so you thought about it day and night, and try though you might, you couldn't get it out of your head. If you weren't so ecstatic you were screaming my name so loudly that even soundproofing my bedroom for you wasn't enough, if you weren't consistently weak at the knees just remembering--
Then I wouldn't be able to fucking look at myself in the mirror.
I am the best at what I do Portgas. Never forget that. [Cranking on bolts again like he didn't just say something meaningful or... well not sexy... but whatever. Significant.]
[Ace makes a sound that is suspiciously close to a squeak, and he doesn't know what to say to any of what Smoker has said at first. Because it's too good, too real sounding, too hot. It screams out protection and loving sex and a level of emotional depth and pleasure that Ace was not really equating into things. Things that Ace does not feel like he deserves, and if he was any drunker or any further into his stay here he'd throw himself into a situation that he's really not ready for.
Nor did he really know how much he'd be affected by hearing things like that.]
[Somehow this just makes him want to play up the act more so he can stay in power here. Nope, not affected by what Smoker said personally, stick with the game, stick with the game.] Well, you'd better be ready to show me all of that again. I'm not gonna settle for less, and if you want me to be good boy and keep my legs closed until you're ready? I need a promise of all that good and more.
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[WHY IS THIS CUTE?]
[HOW THE FUCK IS THIS CUTE?]
[Fuck it, Smoker is saving this, even if Ace goes back tonight. It's cute. He likes it.]
I did not. For the record. [Soft grin at the camera.] I gave you a lot of blowjobs, and we fucked with dicks against each other. Namur wouldn't know that much anyway, I very much doubt the first version of you here told a lot of details, or that the shark would want to hear them all.
No, I tend to not have... normal sex. [Shrug.] Sorry. Between marine life, and [Rubs the back of his neck.]
[The last one's easier to focus on and Smoker SMIRKS.]
[GENUINELY REALLY REALLY REALLY AMUSED, and challenging Portgas, all eyes sparkling and the works.]
[He can't tell him about Faye. It'll hurt SMOKER to try.]
[Even just repeating what he'd told Faye.]
[BUT:]
How much do you want to find out?
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[Stupid brat, always getting in over his head.]
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Texting tonight was a mistake.]
Dicks against each other? So what, how do you fuck if no one's actually inside of anyone? That doesn't make sense.
I know about blowjobs, that's easy stuff. But did we go all the way or not?
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Unfortunately, it's not all that effective. He looks as nervous and excited as he feels.
Not that he wants to feel excited about this, but he's gone this far and he might as well hear everything from the source. And see how good or bad it actually sounds.]
I wanna know everything we did, and how we did it. Because I got to have a lot of fun in the past I guess, and I don't get to remember it at all. And that's not fair, I... [He gestures a little, because no amount of bravado makes up for dying a virgin.] Look, it's not like I had time for stuff like this. I was a busy man. So just spit it out. I'm not afraid of a dirty secret or two.
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[He manages to sound... not BORED, but blase!!! That's important to him!!!]
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[Cute drunk semi-blushy Portgas... trying to keep up.]
[And that...]
[Is a heartbreaking confession.]
[Portgas died before even having fun like that.]
[And Rip.]
[4 worlds, her death, don't waste a single second.]
[It's so much easier for them.]
[Maybe Smoker's just too...]
[Well. He won't say WEAK.]
[Stubborn? Stupid? Yeah. Definitely.]
[What is Smoker supposed to say? Plenty of people would love to rewind time to be virgins again? But only because they're idiots. Experience is always better.]
[It's like the promise he made to Faye too.]
[She wouldn't have to go to things alone anymore.]
There's no dirty secrets, Portgas. The whole five cities had rumors about us fucking, and us occasionally --
[Portgas sucking on his ears while he drove the motorcycle, whispering dirty things to him until Smoker snapped and fucked him against and tree, and Portgas just... LOVING It.]
[Huff.] Doing it in public didn't help.
It's not the sex I missed. [Drums his fingers.] Like I said. I had a girlfriend since then, and fucked around with Rip's other lover --
[MAKES A FACE.] Yeah. Don't remind me that it makes me connected to Namur, that has never stopped being disgusting.
[Shudder.]
It was just... you I missed. Four versions of you come and gone, I only had sex with one.
[Quiet. There's a scales of justice in his head. Portgas should get to experience blowjobs. And regular male sex if he wanted.]
[Smoker should say so.]
[If Portgas gets fucked by someone like Augustine... Smoker might break someone.]
[And will definitely murder anyone who beats him to giving Portgas blowjobs.]
[Huh.]
Don't rush it.
The first Portgas took months of melting me down. I don't know that you'll get those memories back, but you can make new ones. Better ones.
[ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNND he can't get mental images of fucking Portgas out of his head. A+ Thanks for that.]
[Oh well, beats someone else fucking Portgas. That'd piss him off.]
Honestly, the first one instigated everything. I had no idea how experienced he was or not. That was a secret kept from me as well, but he didn't know he'd died yet, so maybe he just figured there'd be more time. Well, he didn't start everything. [Given Smoker's penchant for kink.] Once I stopped needing to punch him for invading personal space I could... do things. But --
[Closes his eyes.] It changed. Like I said.
I can't tell you all the things. It's too weird. [Hurts too much.] But I'll show you. Slowly. Maybe. If you stick around.
How goes the job search? [HALF-TEASING!!!
[Mostly he expects a "Fuck you!" back since that's what Smoker would do too.]
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Starting with a drink helps, yeah.]
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Oh shit, that's a damn invitation and he doesn't know how to handle that. Yeah, Smoker's hot. Yes, Ace instigated all of this teasing. But his brain is just unsure of how to process this.
He should have just kept with texts. And he stays quiet for a minute, just sitting there like he's having to mentally restart.]
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Yeah, yeah. [Grumbles that it was less blowing, more fucking, etc.]
[And side-eyes.]
[It's not like he can talk that badly about it, Rip works there too but--]
Are you really happy with that?
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But then everything kind of shifts back to a more serious front.] I wanna stick close to my brothers. But I think... things are different now and I don't know how to handle it. Working for Namur is a promised job, just like that. I'd make good money and I could be involved. [He rolls his eyes, suddenly a little irritated looking.] This is stupid, but fuck, I don't want to do anything that involves pain, or violence at this point. I've had my fill for a while, and I know it makes me a shitty pirate, ex-pirate, whatever but I'm fucking tired and I don't want to so much as raise a fist at the moment. But I need to work and earn my keep, you know?
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I'm sorry
He looks so excited suddenly, full of mischief.] Hey. If I stick around, and we keep this up, you'll get to take my virginity all over again.
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[DISTRACTED.]
[Fuck. Portgas do you always --?!]
[The worst part is, Smoker COULD look away. He'd just have to WANT TO. And will it. AND he doesn't.]
[So he arches an eyebrow and --]
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I DIDN'T PROMISE THAT!
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[What else is he gonna do?]
[Let someone else take it?!]
[Yeah, that'll happen.]
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
[ACCIDENTALLY OUT LOUD.]
4/4
[But he's not. And for a brief minute he wonders if he just actually LIKES Portgas more, so there's more to lose with scaring him, and with Faye, he already stepped aside for 3 different guys who fell flat. That's funny, isn't it? He stepped aside for Faye, and only up to the plate when everyone else fucked up... and he doesn't even want to let anyone else TRY with Portgas.]
[WTF IS THAT ABOUT?!]
[He finishes the rum.]
[EYES PORTGAS.]
[It's not that he thinks with his dick. He doesn't.]
[Stupid fucking pirate.]
[Smoker doesn't think with his cock, but fuck if he remembers what they were talking about. Namur? Work? Jobs? Whatever it was, it was clear Portgas was distracting him. AND IT WORKED.]
[All right fine. But Smoker needs to say something. Something cool. And not a lie that would actually hurt the idiot brat like "I wouldn't have fucked you if I'd known you were a virgin" because that would hurt Portgas and make Smoker hate himself, and with Smoker's luck, Portgas would go sleep with someone, regret it, and it'd be Smoker's fault.]
[Fucking fantastic.]
[All right.]
What kind of virginity are you hoping I'll take?
[..................................................................]
[THAT WAS NOT IT!!!!]
[THAT WAS NOT THE RIGHT RESPONSE!!!!!!]
[EGGING PORTGAS ON IS NEVER THE RIGHT THING TO DO. NOT EVER!!!!]
[If Smoker could time travel in his own timeline... he'd beat the absolute shit out of himself.]
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Ace is gonna play up the naughty virgin route without an ounce of discomfort, he looks to the side and catches his lower lip between his teeth, so deep in thought.] See, I don't even know half of what we could do. I haven't even had so much as a finger inside of me. Nothing in my mouth, no mouths on me. It's all new and I'm gonna want you to go all out. [Streeeeeeetch, he's going to milk this for all it's worth.] You're a rough kinda guy, too. I'm gonna have to make sure I've got the next day off, 'cause I don't know how well I'll be walking once you're done with me.
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[Fuck.]
[SO MUCH FUCK.]
[Smoker groans and slams his head on the table, luckily not breaking either, because they're expensive to replace.]
[HE TOLD NAMUR FAYE WAS KILLING HIM WITH JUST SUCKING ON CIGARS AND CALLING HIM IN THE BATH-TUB.]
[No no no no. THERE IS NO WAY PORTGAS IS INNOCENT.]
[He grinds his teeth HARD on the cigar, and his hands are just absolutely shaking.]
[Fuck. He needs...]
[Not more booze.]
[That's for sure.]
[He heads downstairs, makes sure everything's locked, and the dogs aren't in the garage, and slides himself under a bike.]
[THE ONLY WAY TO DEAL WITH PORTGAS... was to ignore him.]
[AND FUCK THAT IS SO MUCH EASIER SAID THAN DONE AND IF HE DOES PORTGAS WILL ESCALATE.]
[And if he hangs up, Portgas will know Smoker is freaking out and consider it a win, and just escalate.]
That so?
[Ayyyyyyyyyyyyy at least his voice is steady.]
[And shakey hands or not, Smoker gets started on a bike, propping the comm over his head so he can glance over, but mostly just listen.]
[Now SMOKER is sucking on his cigars and trying VERY VERY hard not to remember things.]
[Fuck he hates him.]
Would you rather rough or gentle?
[Lalala he's not asking FOR HIM PERSONALLY, just for others. Because maybe Portgas will date someone else.
And Smoker will not totally murder them. A little. A lot. Very murder.]You should probably--
[SMOKER'S TONGUE STICKS TO THE ROOF OF HIS MOUTH.]
[What? Go after someone who will remind Portgas he's safe and loved and well-cared for? He had that with his family. What the fuck DID Portgas see in Smoker? Not just danger, but...]
[God he hates him sometimes.]
Portgas!!!
[IRRITATED GROWL AND GLARES AT THE COMM.]
[What can he even say? That Portgas is succeeding again at getting into his head and flooding out rational thought? The bad part is... Smoker likes it!]
[Another groan and he whacks his own forehead with a wrench.]
Good job, brat. I'm going to want to murder anyone who touches you before me. I sure hope you meant to do that. [AT LEAST IT IS FAIR WARNING?!?!?!?]
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But that question, though...] Be a little gentle on me at first, don't break me. I mean, everyone says that it hurts at first, so you gotta give me a little time to get used to it. [His voice does not betray him or show how amused he is, he just sounds interested and maybe a little excited.] Especially if you're packing something impressive. I don't remember, so it's not like I've got anything to go on.
[He honestly at this point has no intention on actually really going through with this, it's all teasing and meant to get something out of Smoker. But he's sure as hell going to go on about it like he's all but waiting for the day. And he smirks at the way that his last name is spoken, it might as well be a curse, and it's just another show that he's unhinging him a little more.
But then fuck. Smoker throws something at him that makes his cheeks go pink again and he loses all of his bravado and acting in the name of real and honest excitement and appeal.
I'm going to want to murder anyone who touches you before me.
Possessiveness is apparently something he enjoys. Who knew? And Ace loses the upper hand again, because that's hot as hell and it makes him feel wanted. And he likes the idea of someone desiring him so much that they'd consider violence for him.]
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And anyway, if you didn't enjoy it, if you didn't want it so much, crave it like a merciless addiction that wouldn't leave you alone, so you thought about it day and night, and try though you might, you couldn't get it out of your head. If you weren't so ecstatic you were screaming my name so loudly that even soundproofing my bedroom for you wasn't enough, if you weren't consistently weak at the knees just remembering--
Then I wouldn't be able to fucking look at myself in the mirror.
I am the best at what I do Portgas. Never forget that. [Cranking on bolts again like he didn't just say something meaningful or... well not sexy... but whatever. Significant.]
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