...I don't- I do love him. In a way above my friends. I want to protect him and be strong for him but- I can't. I don't think I can...I don't think I'm what he needs or wants anymore and that's my own fault for that. I miss- I miss sneaking out late at night to visit him. I still have that...little yellow flower he gave me but- I just don't know. I hate feeling like I'm overwhelming him. I hate feeling weak.
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...I don't- I do love him. In a way above my friends. I want to protect him and be strong for him but- I can't. I don't think I can...I don't think I'm what he needs or wants anymore and that's my own fault for that. I miss- I miss sneaking out late at night to visit him. I still have that...little yellow flower he gave me but- I just don't know. I hate feeling like I'm overwhelming him. I hate feeling weak.
I just- don't know anymore.