[The noise that Ace makes when Smoker pulls out and he can feel cum and lube dribbling out is something lewd even by the standards of the noises that he's made so far tonight. Enough so that he's nearly embarrassed at himself for it, and he doesn't quite know what to say in response although with how obscene the sound was . And he kind of feels like he has to. But he doesn't, because what could he actually say to that? Then Smoker is over him and Ace is soaking up all of that power. Smoker feels like strength, and like warmth and good. Like something is right and stable in his world, and Ace likes it.
Ace aches into the nails raking, it's another in the list of things that he doesn't get why he likes, but just does. And then he's being held down, by his hair, and he moans in response. He doesn't want to be hurt, not really. Pain isn't the appeal. But fuck does he like being held down. Picked up. Just manhandled without much say in it.] I obeyed orders when I felt like them. And I'm giving you your way, because I want to. Because it feels good, to be good for you. I don't know what that says about me... [Ace is flushed all over again, eating up the kisses, hands roaming over every bit of skin they can touch in worshipful presses and slides. God, he's so fucked, he knew it would be good but he didn't think he'd be a deviant.] But if I didn't want you to take advantage of it, I wouldn't be here. I wanna give you control, I'm not just letting you take it because I'm weak.
You're just mine. [Removes the cigars and holds them, moving the hand out from messing up Ace's hair to drape over Ace's shoulders, and lean on his other arm so he can kiss Ace's neck more. And lick it. And nuzzle it. Smoker might be developing an obsession.]
[And throws a leg over Ace's too so he's trapped.]
Very, very mine.
[Kisses Ace's shoulder, before putting the cigars back in and puffing on them.]
Never weak though. Delicious, a really nice fuck, and I'll murder anyone who touches you -- [Smoker needs to get a hold of that desire, seriously.] but anything but weak. [He hands over one of his cigars to Ace to suck on or hold, or whatever.]
You were protecting Straw Hat. Both times. Akainu and Blackbeard. You think I don't know that? [Snorts, closes his eyes and leans his head on Ace's shoulder.]
[And the Spades from Whitebeard, and Whitebeard from Akainu, and Smoker knew the stories of Roger doing the same thing always. A demon when you insulted his friends.]
[But again, Smoker knows better than to mention Roger. At least right now. If ever.]
No, Portgas. You don't have to prove your strength to me. But you'll never con me into underestimating you. [Pulls one of Ace's cheeks out the side.] Hot sauce is too strong for most to handle, but I like it just fine.
Yes, yours. [And Ace is absolutely loving the attention, he keeps arching his neck to give Smoker access, so he has more room to nuzzle and lick and kiss. And it does hit Ace for a moment that if it was someone else, that he didn't care so much about, he wouldn't be so happy with this, craving the weight and touch. He'd feel trapped and afraid, Impel Down left him horrified at being bound and yet here he is, almost tempted to bring up that he'd like to try it sometime.
Smoker is one hell of a drug, apparently. And he makes Ace do crazy things and like it.] You know, every time you say that you wanna kill anyone who touches me? I like it more than I should. Guess I've got a thing for possessive. [Ace takes a long deep drag, holding it for a moment before exhaling. He really doesn't like smoking as a rule, he's certainly not going to pick it up. But damn, at times like these it's hot as hell and it feels special to get to share this with Smoker.] He's my little brother. I've gotta keep him safe. Same with anyone I love. If I can't protect those people, who love me even though I-[Ace cuts himself off, he is not ready for this conversation right now.] Well what good am I?
[Ace snorts at the hot sauce comment.] I'm never gonna get over that.
That's not helping to discourage me, brat. [Even Smoker's not sure if he's chiding him, warning him, or just remarking the simple truth. It is what it is, for now. Until he does something about it.]
You're more than a just living shield... idiot.
And good. I'm going to keep calling you that. He probably won't even remember why.
You won't go too far, justice and all that. [He's beyond content, nuzzling and nipping. He's not sure where to go from here, so he's just going to kiss and cuddle and play until he figures out what to do.]
I know. But things are different here. It's easy to say that I could have found a different way, but I don't see much in the way of other options looking back.
[Ace snorts.] He was plastered. And he thinks you're salty.
You're trusting my self control way more than I am. But it's fine, I'll just trust you to punch the lights out of anyone who pushes it too far before I can even get there.
[Cuddly Ace kyaaaa.]
There wasn't another way. Just don't devalue yourself. [FRECKLE KISSES!] You're worth more alive than dead.
I am salty. If I ever let you blow me, you'll see how much.
Ace makes a small noise under his breath, it's distressing to think about even now.] Yeah. I did my best. But here, I can do better. I've got more options, more choices. And don't worry, I know what I'm worth. [He has dismal self esteem, honestly. But he'll lie and grin to make people happy. Cocky is way easier than emotionally vulnerable as a rule.]
[Drags his fingers over Smoker's shoulders again, mimicking what he did with the flames.] Yeah. It's something I thought about when I got off before. How it'd taste, and feel.
[Ace grins, that is the kind of reaction he lives for. ] He just set the ball rolling. All of this is me, and what I want. [Ace nips a little harder at Smoker. He's in full teasing mode now. Well fucked, feeling loved, and ready to play a little more.] And I really want to suck your cock sometime, get on my knees and worship you. Show you how good you are, how glad I am to be yours. And that's not all I want.
[The more frantic pace of kisses and sucks does affect Ace, incredibly. But he's focused on the task at hand, which is making Smoker lose it.]
I said earlier, that I want to ride you. Wanna wear my hats and boots and nothing else, and just get on top and do all the work. Feel how deep you get inside of me that way, so you can put your hands on me and just enjoy the work that I do. That sounds so good. And I said I wanted to be filmed, it's not fair that you get to see what it looks like when you fill me up and I don't. [Ace's nails dig in a little, and he shifts his hips. It's really hard to stay calm for the sake of the teasing when he's talking so blatantly.] And I do want you to fuck me where someone might see. That's hot as hell, I wanna be claimed where there's some risk.
[God, the voice is hot, but maybe pass on literal murder.]
[Smoker's reactions are driving Ace wild, why does just a small noise and change in breathing make him feel so desperate? He's liked Smoker's reactions from the start, though. And he thrives on encouragement, small signs or large and Smoker reacts.]
Good, 'cause I really wanna. That's not all, though...
[Another thing worth noting, nipples being messed with his a plus, and Ace's hand fists in Smoker's hair, pulling gently. He's not too pushy, yet, but this is rapidly heading towards him begging, like he promised he would.] Why does it feel so much better when you touch me? Everything I can do to myself feels so much nicer when it's your hands on me.
That's how it always is, Hot Sauce. [Nuzzles.] I haven't touched myself since I was a god damn teenager. [Nips an earlobe.] Even things you don't like are better from someone else than what you do like from yourself. [He wonders if that's different for actual narcissists and normal people who don't have the self-loathing issues Ace and Smoker have.... but he doubts it.]
[Ace runs his nails over Smoker's scalp when he laughs, this is a shift of pace but still something worth talking about.] The only time I really touched myself was when I was practicing for you. Want to see how it'd feel, but it didn't really compare to the real thing. [Ace doesn't know how it is for other people, but he just didn't get worked up that much until he had Smoker's attention. Everything else was lackluster and he didn't care enough about the people around him on a sexual level to want more than the couple of basic hand jobs that he gave and received.] I still wanna set up a video for you, so you can watch me touch myself. Maybe it'll be better if you're watching me.
Didn't think you would. You'd like it, me all spread out for you, putting on a good show. [He blinks. Something needs to be done.] I need to get some of the stuff you used, spit only does so much.
Flavored condoms, dildos so you don't have to use your fingers, fuzzy handcuffs, [Thinks.] Oh. Porn. Err, for people who want videos other people fucking. Some wilder shit. Avoid the whips and chains, Portgas. No matter how much you trust me, you start with that and I'll just stick a ball gag in your mouth. They have those too. And anal beads and cock rings and....
[Right this reminds him. THE TALK he promised not to ignore. Cuddles his dumb young pirate. Ex-Pirate. He wondered if he could buy off Portgas' bounty here and if it'd count. Well, it wouldn't because Portgas didn't have one here. So it was a silly moot thought anyway. But slapping Akainu with a fat wad of red bills was a GREAT mental image Smoker is going to hold onto and maybe share.]
Look, some diseases get spread through semen and -- other sexual things. Blood too. Remember how I said if Namur ever picks up something I hated to be in that chain? Yeah. That's how it works. Augustine and Rip are vampires-ish. So diseases like that are different for them, and I don't know how it is for fishmen and mermaids, I think mermaids were weaker to human diseases though, annnnnd Rowan is a wolf, but I don't know what that means for her regeneration or now. But don't count on your logia protecting you. [Points to the scar on his head.] Not even logia can protect you from everything.
You probably know some fishmen and giants don't want to mix blood. Most of it's superstition, but some of it is just... diseases change species to species, and humans spread a lot of disease in sex. Things like condoms help protect against it, all right?
And if me or anyone else ever, ever pushes you to do something you don't like... don't pull some tough guy shit. There's no fucking shame in not liking certain stuff. Or being vanilla. Sex with someone you like is never boring. So if you need to spice it up, it's them, and your relationship with them, not the sex. And sex won't fix that.
[Quiet for a moment... and fuck it. Let's just throw it all at the wall, Smoker figures.]
Tell me honestly, how much does the Daddy thing bother you? Honestly, Portgas.
Okay, I... [Ace is seriously pink cheeked now.] Dildos replace fingers, right? Gags... keep you shut up. I don't wanna see other people having sex, I don't want whips, chains, cuffs, anything that makes me think of prison. I like it when you get rough with me, when it feels like you're making me do something even though I know I have a choice in it. But I don't wanna end up too freaked out, y'know? If you want something like that you gotta give me time, or really get me worked up. Because tied? Sure. But cuffed'll make me remember Impel Down. Damn...
[He doesn't know about so much of this, and he feels ignorant. Like he's behind somehow. But Dadan didn't want to handle sexual education, Ace was so angry as a child and teen that arousal didn't even factor in at first, and his desires and tastes weren't really shaping until recently. He's just now learning what feels good, so this is a lot of deal with.
The talk of diseases catches his interest, and he's heard about people being called dirty before, in regards to relationships and sex. And goodness, that's probably the main use of a condom, to keep clean and safe. But he doesn't think he really likes the idea of it anyway, as long as Smoker stays clean.] Okay. Got it. What don't you like? Is there anything you don't wanna do? [Ace pauses again at the daddy talk, and has to figure out how to breech this subject.] It felt wrong, and good at the same time. I liked how you reacted, and I like that you're older than me... [It feels dirty sometimes, in a fun way.] I like things that feel like I shouldn't do them. But it's also... [Gods, how to say this.] Does it bother you? I don't know how I feel about it, but I also like saying it. As long as it gets you to fuck me, it's something worth callin' you.
Dildos are... like artificial cocks. They also have vibrators. Usually more for women. Dildos can go up the ass. But anal beads are... definitely for the ass, and -- seriously? You wear this necklace and no one's ever been lewd about uses for it on you? -- whatever. They're specifically for the ass, dildos are more to play with your prostate.
I don't want to remind you of Impel Down, that would depress me. [Kisses Ace's forehead. Dumb brat.]
You don't have to do anything special to make me fuck you, Portgas. [Tugs him by the beads and kisses hard again, tongue lapping at Ace's mouth this time and very lightly grinding against him to remind Ace just how easily he turned Smoker on.] Honestly, you sucking on ears or fingers in public makes me snap hard enough to need to fuck you right then and there, what makes you think you have to try so hard?
[Snorts, and nuzzles, and moves around so Ace is on top for a bit so Ace can have better control of the situation for now.]
It makes me nervous. Not because of me, but because...
I know it's a loaded thing. For you. Adela's only a few years younger than you, Whitebeard meant everything other than your brothers, and...
[Tilts his head and braces to get punched in the face.] I know you loathe Roger.
[Taps Smoker's temples with two fingers.] Like I said, brat. I stop thinking almost never. I put it on hold while I'm fucking you, but eventually it starts up again. So it's not that I dislike it, but I can't separate it. Or compartmentalize it. And if you actually thought of me as --
[B L U S H.]
[Glances sideways!]
[EARS RED.]
[How does he?]
[Pulls Ace down for a hard kiss.]
[BRACES FOR MORE PUNCHES!!! o_<] I'm hardly going to mind being compared to the the greatest pirates before your brothers' time.
No one's ever said anything like that! But I've got a lot that I need to get, gotta have fun stuff to use when I'm showing off for you. We'll make a date of it. [He grins cheekily, all bright eyed mischief now that he's not so sex drugged. But god, Smoker saying that it would depress him to make Ace think of Impel Down is amazing, he feels so cared for, and Ace presses an especially sweet kiss against Smoker in response. Which turns into a hell of an intense kiss, and Ace presses his hips up against Smoker in response to the grinding, he's not light about anything. ] Oh, so you've got a thing for your fingers being sucked too? I'm gonna take advantage of that.
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Ace aches into the nails raking, it's another in the list of things that he doesn't get why he likes, but just does. And then he's being held down, by his hair, and he moans in response. He doesn't want to be hurt, not really. Pain isn't the appeal. But fuck does he like being held down. Picked up. Just manhandled without much say in it.] I obeyed orders when I felt like them. And I'm giving you your way, because I want to. Because it feels good, to be good for you. I don't know what that says about me... [Ace is flushed all over again, eating up the kisses, hands roaming over every bit of skin they can touch in worshipful presses and slides. God, he's so fucked, he knew it would be good but he didn't think he'd be a deviant.] But if I didn't want you to take advantage of it, I wouldn't be here. I wanna give you control, I'm not just letting you take it because I'm weak.
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You're never weak, brat.
You're just mine. [Removes the cigars and holds them, moving the hand out from messing up Ace's hair to drape over Ace's shoulders, and lean on his other arm so he can kiss Ace's neck more. And lick it. And nuzzle it. Smoker might be developing an obsession.]
[And throws a leg over Ace's too so he's trapped.]
Very, very mine.
[Kisses Ace's shoulder, before putting the cigars back in and puffing on them.]
Never weak though. Delicious, a really nice fuck, and I'll murder anyone who touches you -- [Smoker needs to get a hold of that desire, seriously.] but anything but weak. [He hands over one of his cigars to Ace to suck on or hold, or whatever.]
You were protecting Straw Hat. Both times. Akainu and Blackbeard. You think I don't know that? [Snorts, closes his eyes and leans his head on Ace's shoulder.]
[And the Spades from Whitebeard, and Whitebeard from Akainu, and Smoker knew the stories of Roger doing the same thing always. A demon when you insulted his friends.]
[But again, Smoker knows better than to mention Roger. At least right now. If ever.]
No, Portgas. You don't have to prove your strength to me. But you'll never con me into underestimating you. [Pulls one of Ace's cheeks out the side.] Hot sauce is too strong for most to handle, but I like it just fine.
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Smoker is one hell of a drug, apparently. And he makes Ace do crazy things and like it.] You know, every time you say that you wanna kill anyone who touches me? I like it more than I should. Guess I've got a thing for possessive. [Ace takes a long deep drag, holding it for a moment before exhaling. He really doesn't like smoking as a rule, he's certainly not going to pick it up. But damn, at times like these it's hot as hell and it feels special to get to share this with Smoker.] He's my little brother. I've gotta keep him safe. Same with anyone I love. If I can't protect those people, who love me even though I-[Ace cuts himself off, he is not ready for this conversation right now.] Well what good am I?
[Ace snorts at the hot sauce comment.] I'm never gonna get over that.
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You're more than a just living shield... idiot.
And good. I'm going to keep calling you that. He probably won't even remember why.
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I know. But things are different here. It's easy to say that I could have found a different way, but I don't see much in the way of other options looking back.
[Ace snorts.] He was plastered. And he thinks you're salty.
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[Cuddly Ace kyaaaa.]
There wasn't another way. Just don't devalue yourself. [FRECKLE KISSES!] You're worth more alive than dead.
I am salty. If I ever let you blow me, you'll see how much.
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[He's just so happy.
Ace makes a small noise under his breath, it's distressing to think about even now.] Yeah. I did my best. But here, I can do better. I've got more options, more choices. And don't worry, I know what I'm worth. [He has dismal self esteem, honestly. But he'll lie and grin to make people happy. Cocky is way easier than emotionally vulnerable as a rule.]
You know I'm gonna. I can't wait to try it.
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[KISSES ACE HARD.] All this just because of Namur???
[Well, and the dying without getting to experience it, but still.]
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What else do you want?
[Low gravelly voice. If he gets turned on again this quickly he's going to kill Ace maybe.]
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I said earlier, that I want to ride you. Wanna wear my hats and boots and nothing else, and just get on top and do all the work. Feel how deep you get inside of me that way, so you can put your hands on me and just enjoy the work that I do. That sounds so good. And I said I wanted to be filmed, it's not fair that you get to see what it looks like when you fill me up and I don't. [Ace's nails dig in a little, and he shifts his hips. It's really hard to stay calm for the sake of the teasing when he's talking so blatantly.] And I do want you to fuck me where someone might see. That's hot as hell, I wanna be claimed where there's some risk.
[God, the voice is hot, but maybe pass on literal murder.]
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Okay. We'll do all of that. [He's trying to think, but his brain is kind of hyper focused again, and it's a problem.]
Fuck, Portgas... [Flicks Ace's nipples teasingly and massages his legs again.]
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Good, 'cause I really wanna. That's not all, though...
[Another thing worth noting, nipples being messed with his a plus, and Ace's hand fists in Smoker's hair, pulling gently. He's not too pushy, yet, but this is rapidly heading towards him begging, like he promised he would.] Why does it feel so much better when you touch me? Everything I can do to myself feels so much nicer when it's your hands on me.
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[And then just laughs at the question.]
[And kisses Ace more.]
That's how it always is, Hot Sauce. [Nuzzles.] I haven't touched myself since I was a god damn teenager. [Nips an earlobe.] Even things you don't like are better from someone else than what you do like from yourself. [He wonders if that's different for actual narcissists and normal people who don't have the self-loathing issues Ace and Smoker have.... but he doubts it.]
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[Which is tsun speak for "I want it."]
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[Right this reminds him. THE TALK he promised not to ignore. Cuddles his dumb young pirate. Ex-Pirate. He wondered if he could buy off Portgas' bounty here and if it'd count. Well, it wouldn't because Portgas didn't have one here. So it was a silly moot thought anyway. But slapping Akainu with a fat wad of red bills was a GREAT mental image Smoker is going to hold onto and maybe share.]
Look, some diseases get spread through semen and -- other sexual things. Blood too. Remember how I said if Namur ever picks up something I hated to be in that chain? Yeah. That's how it works. Augustine and Rip are vampires-ish. So diseases like that are different for them, and I don't know how it is for fishmen and mermaids, I think mermaids were weaker to human diseases though, annnnnd Rowan is a wolf, but I don't know what that means for her regeneration or now. But don't count on your logia protecting you. [Points to the scar on his head.] Not even logia can protect you from everything.
You probably know some fishmen and giants don't want to mix blood. Most of it's superstition, but some of it is just... diseases change species to species, and humans spread a lot of disease in sex. Things like condoms help protect against it, all right?
And if me or anyone else ever, ever pushes you to do something you don't like... don't pull some tough guy shit. There's no fucking shame in not liking certain stuff. Or being vanilla. Sex with someone you like is never boring. So if you need to spice it up, it's them, and your relationship with them, not the sex. And sex won't fix that.
[Quiet for a moment... and fuck it. Let's just throw it all at the wall, Smoker figures.]
Tell me honestly, how much does the Daddy thing bother you? Honestly, Portgas.
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[He doesn't know about so much of this, and he feels ignorant. Like he's behind somehow. But Dadan didn't want to handle sexual education, Ace was so angry as a child and teen that arousal didn't even factor in at first, and his desires and tastes weren't really shaping until recently. He's just now learning what feels good, so this is a lot of deal with.
The talk of diseases catches his interest, and he's heard about people being called dirty before, in regards to relationships and sex. And goodness, that's probably the main use of a condom, to keep clean and safe. But he doesn't think he really likes the idea of it anyway, as long as Smoker stays clean.] Okay. Got it. What don't you like? Is there anything you don't wanna do? [Ace pauses again at the daddy talk, and has to figure out how to breech this subject.] It felt wrong, and good at the same time. I liked how you reacted, and I like that you're older than me... [It feels dirty sometimes, in a fun way.] I like things that feel like I shouldn't do them. But it's also... [Gods, how to say this.] Does it bother you? I don't know how I feel about it, but I also like saying it. As long as it gets you to fuck me, it's something worth callin' you.
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I don't want to remind you of Impel Down, that would depress me. [Kisses Ace's forehead. Dumb brat.]
You don't have to do anything special to make me fuck you, Portgas. [Tugs him by the beads and kisses hard again, tongue lapping at Ace's mouth this time and very lightly grinding against him to remind Ace just how easily he turned Smoker on.] Honestly, you sucking on ears or fingers in public makes me snap hard enough to need to fuck you right then and there, what makes you think you have to try so hard?
[Snorts, and nuzzles, and moves around so Ace is on top for a bit so Ace can have better control of the situation for now.]
It makes me nervous. Not because of me, but because...
I know it's a loaded thing. For you. Adela's only a few years younger than you, Whitebeard meant everything other than your brothers, and...
[Tilts his head and braces to get punched in the face.] I know you loathe Roger.
[Taps Smoker's temples with two fingers.] Like I said, brat. I stop thinking almost never. I put it on hold while I'm fucking you, but eventually it starts up again. So it's not that I dislike it, but I can't separate it. Or compartmentalize it. And if you actually thought of me as --
[B L U S H.]
[Glances sideways!]
[EARS RED.]
[How does he?]
[Pulls Ace down for a hard kiss.]
[BRACES FOR MORE PUNCHES!!! o_<] I'm hardly going to mind being compared to the the greatest pirates before your brothers' time.
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