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Smoker ([personal profile] justicereigns) wrote2013-07-25 04:26 pm

Action // Journal || Ocean Guide; to the end of the world

[As Smoker moves through the village of Luceti, checking old haunts, and getting his things, he catches himself up in his usual way of stalking the journal before heading to the barracks.]

[As he wanders, he sings quietly in a deep voice.]


♫The ocean sees the beginning of the world,
And the ocean knows the end of the world.
Thus, it calls us towards the way we must take.
Thus, it leads us towards a just world.
Enveloping pain and suffering,
greatly and kindly wrapping them up.

[It's ironic actually. Aokiji, no Kuzan, (how many times must he remind himself of that?) loathed that song. A marine's dirge.]

♫The ocean sees the beginning of the world,
And the ocean knows the end of the world.
Even if I were to disappear,
The omniscent ocean leads the way.

[Was Justice really like that? So omnipotent that even after Smoker died, people would fight on for her? For a just world, by traveling to the end of the world to fight for justice. Smoker usually believed he had to do it because if he didn't, who else would? But these days, it seemed more and more like marines weren't the ones fighting for that just world after all. What was Kuzan? What was Doflamingo? Tch.]

♫I must not fear, because you are here.
I must not be timid, because my comrades wait for me.
We must advance towards the blue horizon.

[And so Smoker carried on, but he no longer fought just for justice. He also did it for his friends. For the G-5 marines, who without Smoker, really had no one. For the kids who were going to grow up viewing pirates as heroes. For those like Kuzan who fought to protect him and save the world with justice even when Justice seemed to fail.]

[Smoker falls into old habits like riding a bike. Even if he doesn't have his Billower Bike here. He has something better. He has friends. Still, he doesn't check up on them first, he goes through old motions with his jitte, old routines, and ignores his own whistles of pain from air sucked quickly through teeth. Yes, Law had done a good job of patching him up back in their world, but then he got beaten an inch from death by Doflamingo. Fucking shichibukai, Smoker was so done with the lot of them. Done with the brass, done with politics -- no. He wasn't. Not yet. He wouldn't fall yet. Because it wasn't just for the ideal of justice that he kept fighting. The ideal of true justice bound him together, bound him to his friends, but those people needed him and he wouldn't fail them. Kuzan was so much smarter than he let on, but did he know how deep the course of corruption ran? It seemed that every time Smoker found one rabbit hole, the warren turned out bigger than an entire island worth.]

[Sometime when it's all over, he walks around at night, singing again and looking at houses.] [That's when he makes the journal post in voice.]


I'm back. Ikki, get your ass back to the village if you left. [An irritable huff.] And I need to see a doctor. [He can't bring himself to say please. Can't bring himself to mention Law by name either.] Whoever's available, it's important. [He probably shouldn't have been exercising in this condition, but whatever. He goes at his own pace.]

For New Feathers, I'm Smoker. [A marine. Vice Admiral of G-5, it means nothing to no one, except a few, and to G-5, he's their last savior. Traitors everywhere.] I intend to pick up teaching basic self-defense, kickboxing, and jitte outside the barracks, daily. If you haven't been told yet, there are Drafts rather frequently and the Malnosso have no qualms about taking noncombatants.

And to anyone a little more battle-hardened... [Where does he even begin? "Hey have you ever had one day where everything you ever knew about right and wrong were turned inside out, only that day then sort of became the story of your life? Oh and my best friend is currently a badass hobo who saved my life from a good guy traitor. Not really sure how to take that...."]

I just had a very long day that lasted about twenty years of my life. I need a drink. [And a friend. A pair of ears. Someone to talk to him and tell him he wasn't going nuts. Or maybe just tell him the truth... whatever that was at this point.] That's meant to be an invitation. Open to anyone. For one night only, that includes pirates.
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[personal profile] uccellodifuoco 2013-09-05 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[It feels weird, to hear someone say that they trust in him, it's not the first time, of course, but even if he has never tried to kill Smoker it still feels weird. He shouldn't have allies, he shouldn't have friends, he doesn't deserve any of those things, or Kotomi, he doesn't deserve a phoenix brother or a best friend/father figure. And yet Luceti is giving him all those things. He probably should be glad and treasure them, and he treasures them indeed but he's not glad, because he knows that whatever he has is something he will lose sooner or later. Why would he be glad of that?

He nods, slowly and ignores the patting. He's being trusted. Whatever happened back home, obviously bothered Smoker a lot and despite it he still wants Ikki around, he trusts him even when he's in this form and with that glaring tattoo. Even when he trolls him with "yoi"s. It's a weird feeling, indeed. But he says nothing, he never does, it's not worth telling people that he's not worth their trust even if he would never betray them once he decides to follow them or join them. It's like telling Shun and the others that he's not their friend or one of "them", god knows they don't care and still consider him one.]


Okay. If you're so sure, you can count with me.
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[personal profile] uccellodifuoco 2013-09-05 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Really? I thought I looked cool and handsome, yoi.

[Deadpan. He knows he looks ridiculous, he doesn't want to be like this, let's leave the more birdy looks for Marco, ok?]
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[personal profile] uccellodifuoco 2013-09-05 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Not as far as I know. But when have personality changes been noticeable by those affected?

[Nah, he's just trolling. He missed Smoker, and apparently this is his way to show it.]
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[personal profile] uccellodifuoco 2013-09-07 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
I'm going to guess that it's okay to tell Selphie to move her ass here until you find a suitable house, right?

[Why, yes, he's dumping the "house search" to you entirely since it's your idea.]
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[personal profile] uccellodifuoco 2013-09-12 12:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ikki simply looks at him, waiting for the other to elaborate.]
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[personal profile] uccellodifuoco 2013-09-18 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Because Ikki is totally the type to like houses. Smoker gets another look that basically reads as "really?", he will just go with whatever they choose.]
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[personal profile] uccellodifuoco 2013-09-25 12:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Fine. I'll sit there and say that I like it, will that be sufficient?